There’s a great big beautiful tomorrow”.
I am comfortable and cosy as I live along with my parents who adore me so much. Nothing to worry about as I’m satisfied with the basic needs, But when it comes to decisions related to me it’s really a debate at home between Me and my Parents. Finally what they have decided becomes the verdict and I have to follow that .......Hmmm!
I was filled with bewilderment, am I an individual. Do I have perceptions and desires in my life ? why do they don’t understand me .When we go for shopping I cannot choose my desire brands I prefer , choosing my shirt and trousers incredible !
They do it for me no liberty in choosing the colour I am fond of. Mother I’m going to wear it I used to say her ,never in a loud voice I only used to mutter , She disciplines me ,she squeezes me , she stands helpless unable to control me some times . I can never argue with her, her love for me was so great , Whenever my mother hugs me I feel warm ,it is the same warmth of the womb that encased me .She poured out her love to me , she shaped me . I can never imagine of going against her. I do remember the day she helped me to come out. Her Zest for life was enriched. But I always used think, when will I grow up and earn my livelihood. As an individual I need independence to be more competitive. I like to renew myself in the areas in which I’m engrossed with..
But when my mother talks to me about her childhood , she used to say that her father was authoritative person she was very very obedient child listened to her father whenever he commanded, she had high regards for him and she adds that it’s because her father was tough to her and because of that she was able to accomplish her career . She tells me that parents always prefer the best and good for their children whom their love. I do agree with her proclamation after days and months after analysing that parents help is needed for every child without them it’s meaningless. When I travel along with them. She breathed life into her life .She dreamt about my future .
“There’s a great big beautiful tomorrow” . There is no need to be self reliant as she travels along with me
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